What I’m doing now

(This is a now page, and if you have your own site, you should can make one, too.)

Updated Junely 27 6 13th, 2025 from Zürich Gdańsk a moving train, PoSwitzerland

Home alone

Periods of togetherness weaved with a strand of solitude. I had some space to reflect, some breathing room from the daily grind. It was a fruitfull week by myself.

I was aware that, in principle, I’m a fully-functioning grown-up - what the grown-ups call adult and pronoune “ah-dult”. Food procurement and preparation process has such a wide tolerances that basically anything goes.

But some things have to be witnessed. Another great example of non-propositional knowledge.

Divinations and acausality

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NSA-proof Notebook in the park, less.

I went to the park because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life. No VR, no AR, just… R.

- what number have I written down in my notebook?
- I don’t know
- and they don’t know either!

What followed is even further input reduction:

  • blocked Discord (expcet for Sunday when I have reminder to check it)
  • blocked the orange industry webiste [except for Saturdays - when anything goes]
  • romancing with Beeper again - as an attempt to block Messanger app habit ques. Although: they’ve removed the “updates” tab for me, which is nice already.

Opal with all their shitfuckery, is one of the most powerfull apps I have on my phone, even though it does the opposite of doing anything - it prevents me from doing some things sometimes.

I don’t recommend them it, but I also do.

This and meditation - only ways to attempt resiting the tides of cognitive warfare.

is here, just not equally distributed.

We live in a techo-vc bubble

I’ve had some contact with general population lately. Pure R. Refreshingly random. Offers a perspective.

On goals [and aims]

Sheryl Sandberg is better than focus

finished is about saying “no” to good ideas

My current stack:

  • Zotter Labooko 100% (18.75g)
    • also experimenting with coca powder in kale shakes, currently using 100% Cocoa from Cailler, unfortunettely it’s Dutch processed - we’ll need to look for another supplier
  • Zinzino BalanceOil+ (10ml)
  • Zinzino ZinoBiotic+ (6g, romancing with 12g)
  • Holistic vitamin D (2k IU) (on hold because of the sun)

Pracitces

  • Acupresure mat. Cheap, portable (Martini took it on the plane as her personal item), does wonders for my back after sitting at a desk for the whole day.
  • SPF face cream daily (I have to do more research into whether I’m not harming myself with the ingredients)
  • Some kind of motion. It’s the best place to start as whenver I look someone is doing some kind of sport [and you can ask the name of the sport and they’ll proudly tell you “spikeball”]. Currently: trying running, 50/50 walk:run. 3 min intervals. Surprisingly fun.

Call to inaction

Please don’t

Still do contact me if you:

  • are not poor and would like to improve your health
  • offer support for my position
  • are reding this page and considering if you should.